I didn't do it for the fame,
I didn't do it for the shame,
I did it to make all my mistakes feel as one thing,
I didn't do it to get love,
I didn't do it toget shoved,
I did it to make myself feel something that was real,
I didn't do it for the fucking spotlight,
I didn't do it to say "life sucks",
I did it to bleed, to feel this numb rush,
Now that I know others do it too.. For all these things I did not do it for, It makes me think how fucking stupid I am, and they are too.
cut... It's not something to get the attention for...
People die that way.
And one day I know, I will slip and it will be to late to take back that mistake... Im a mistake.
All because I cut.
>.<